HipHopper
Call me: Joyce
Nick: Jt...Is Cap "J"..Small "t"
Age: 18
Born in: 24th July 1987
Land in: Mount Avenia Hospital
Sch: Ngee Ann Poly
Course: IT(MBC)
Club: NRA Dance Club
Afflilation: SSA
Wanted
.to master the real popping (internal popping)!!
.want to strengthen my weak ankle!!
.!!!!!money!!!!!!
.to have long lasting memory!!
Sunday, August 14, 2005 Lonely
hmmmmm....i think i kind of mood swing todae again.... wanted to be lonely again.....
i think i used to being lonely nw.... walkin along the road...... listening to slow music.....
isn't it gd!!........
i mean..... if someone is beside mi..... i will be like thinkin wat to tok to her?.... y i haf nth to tok?..... wat to tok?........ n i think becoz of this.... pple might think i m boring....
so might as well..... walk alone..... listening to songs tat suits my mood..... i feel more comfortable.....
i dunno........ i dunno wat is happening to mi..... i dunno y i get mood swing so easily....... i dunno y i like to be lonely sometimes....or maybe most of the time.... can someone tell mi y?....
i cant mood swing..... i might piss pple off wif my attitude..........
i cant play wif pple.... becoz...ya...i will oso pissed them off again....
watever i do..... i will pissed them off....
y???!!!!....
i m fated to be lonely....... i mean if i m wif someone... is either i will haf nth to sae..... if not.....i will do sumthing tat pissed them off...... y....... y cant i make someone happy?......
i haf tried my best!!!...... i haf done alot of things...
but........
i nv make anyone happy before.....
i think....i tire.......
i nv get a chance to tok if ther is afew pple around.....
i think i m slowly drifting away from the usual crowd..... into my own world.....
soon i will jus disappear in pple's memory............ jus gone like tat......
"pls pple...... if u ever find a true or real frienz..... pls....cherish them!! u r lucky to haf them..... hold onto them wif all ur might!!.... dun ever make them sad they are priceless"
